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Heyloo people!!! Well I'm feeling random today and I just realised a few things so I just thought I'd let you know what I was thinking. I think if you are reading this that I does make sense, even if it don't, if you know what I mean. (Just read below and you'll know what I'm talking about.)

I was just thinking that you know when you we all say we hate someone, and trust me everyone hates someone, theres probably not one person who doesn't hate one of gods creatures, apart from God. Usually all those people we hate, we only hate them because we are so alike them oursleves, and we don't like the fact that they are like us, or we can't workout why they are so horrible to us. Well maybe if we weren't so horrible to other people, we wouldn't be getting the same treatment from other people. Or maybe we're jealous of these people. Maybe of the fact that they are just like us, or they copy everything we do but they get all the attention. Also, the people we love, are usually the people we love the most. This is either because we have been really close to them at one timebut not anymore or just they are that special someone, who you know you can't have.

The people that we hate the most are the ones we are most closest to. The ones we love the most are the ones we hate the most at a certain time.

Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer.

Hello people! Well the other day I wrote about why being a girl sucks and everything, and as you can tell I was probably a bit upset. Even though I won't go back on those words, and they still stand, this time its why being a girl rocks. And again I havn't just gone and got these off a space blogs, their my own. And also there are so many reasons why I love being a girl, rather than why its not so great. So here goes:

We can wear kids, girls, woman and mens clothes and still look great, and not be called gay!

When we get hit by a guy, its not okay, and we don't get laughed at.

When we cry, we're not all of a sudden a wimp.

We can grow our hair as long as we want.

We can wear make up to cover up our bad days.

We're smarter and more mature.

We can lie well.

We can scream and shout, and people think nothing of it.

Our ahdnwriting is always better.

We can like girl and boy bands.

We can wear two earrings"!

We can have loads of shoes, clothes and accessories without people thinking its weird.

We can always finish or get out of a difficult situation.

We don't always want sex!!!

We can talk to a person, without picturing them naked.

We can say i love you to our girls and guys without being called gay.

Even when we're mean, we're still considered sweet and innocent.

and don't worry..theres still more to come

Why couldn't my mum have had two boys?! Why did she have to have a girl, that was me?!?! There are so many reasons why being a girl sucks, and no they aren't from all them space blogs from other msn spaces, they are why I hate my "girly" life.

Periods: why the fuck do we have them?! We ain't exaclty gonna have sex at the age of 10 or 12 or whenever so why start so early?!?!? So stupid and trust me all them stupid guys that make jokes about it, it ain't funny, why don't you try going through that and them maybe you won't find it so funny.

Parents: they let your brothers do anything they want, but they have to be so stupidly protective of you, it gets beyond a joke!

Weight: why do we put weight on like a pig just by eating a tiny biscuit or something, and it actually matters, whereas guys, who fucking cares

Guys: why do all guys think they can treat girls like shit? And why do we like "those" guys.

Being a girl ain't easy trust me, and these are just a few problems, trust me! I ain't exaclty gonna write about it all day. Next time GUYS you think your life is hard then why don't you try being a girl for a fucking day!

Hello everyone! Just wanna wish everyone a happy diwali whether its today or yesterday, I think its today anyways and a happy new year or SALMUBARAK (however you spell it).

Loadsa love .. from anjeli! xXx

Hello again people. I know I've started writing blogs again, which is kinda weird seeing as I didn't use it for a long time, but I do have a lot of things that I wan't to say. I hope that you like read the things are say because you may realise they actually have something to do with you. You know last week I wrote about those quotes, that I had been thinking about, about your life, well today I have a few that I would like to write about. From just looking at these quotes you can get a feeling of what they mean, they apply to your life. Everything I wrote last week aswell. Its as true in good and bad ways, but just think about how lucky you are, how your decisions effect others and not just yourself, and happiness is not always what it seems.

"Falling for looks is lust, falling for personality and mind is love"

A lot of people think that just because they fancy someone else, its love. Well the truth is love is a lot deeper than that. When you fall for someones looks, its not love at all. I would call it lust, but not in the way that you would wanna get that person into bed. You just see that person as eye candy and nothing else. That doesn't make it love. When you actually know the person you have fallen for, like everything about them, it is safe to say that you love them, because without knowing a person how can you love them. I means what to love when you know nothing about them that you can love. When people are young, even at the age of 13, and they are in a relationship they just automatically think its love, well a lot of people anyway. But these people are naive and just believe its love because they really like the person. Obviously you have to experience a relationship, or a few, to know what love is, but do you. No you don't. You have to know what love is completely. Everyone has their own meaning for love but if you know the meaning of true love then maybe you'll know when to say that you love someone. Also if you notice someone is just saying they love you, because they want something, they don't love you. Love is when you think about the person all the time, whether you are with them or not. Love is when you break up with them, you're heartbroken. Lust is a sin, and love is a virtue.

"The real things in life are free, yet priceless"

I was listening to Real Things-Javine and as I was listening to the lyrics I realised this is sooo true. It applies to like most of the areas of your life. Theres the less important way such as... plastic sugery costs a lot of money, but keeping yourself away from the knife cost you nothing but there is the more meaningful way of this being true. There are many very important things you need in your life, and the most important things are free, you don't have to pay for them. But depending on the person you are, these things may be priceless, as they may not have a price, but nothing is worth more than them. You can;t buy your friends, but they are priceless as they always have your back, but losing them you have to do anything you can do to get them back, because we have to fight for the priceless things in life. Family will always be your family, but if you don't stick by your family, they won't stick by you. Love is free, but so diffucult to find, thats why when we find what we think is love, we grab it with both hands, and don't let it go. Love is priceless as it is one of the best feelings, but it is one of the worst feelings, when you aren't loved back. Just remember next time your trying to save up to get something new, or bugging your parents to find it for you, be lucky that you have friends and family and love from both of them. Because if you ever have to fight for your friends and family, you may realise that material possesions don't matter, because you can't put a price on what really matters.

"Whats missed, will have to be caught up on later"

I'm sure you all know what this means. It can be described it many ways. It's kind of like to disadvantage and consequence to your decision. Whenever we don't wanna do something we always try and get out of it, or just don't do it, thinking we will get away with it. However we don't get away with it. It will always catch up on you. So whatever you didn't do you will have to do it later, and you'll miss out on the fun along the way. Or you might get punished also, so instead of missing something you don't want to do, and then paying double the price later, so do what you have to do. Theres quite a few examples for this: like if you miss out on your 8 ours of sleep, its gonna catch up on you later. I know this because I have gone to sleep late like quite a lot, but ages ago and all the time I'm tired now, and now I know why. If you don't do your homework, you'll just ending up having to do it later, and you'll probably get punished aswell. Doing something thats wrong, and someone else is against it, is only gonna get you punished, and leave you feeling bad, and a worser person. Just remember its better to do something you think you'' regret, than to not do something and regret it later.

Hiya everyone. A few weeks ago I got this forward and it weren't one of those dumb common ones so I read it and it was really beautiful so I decided to put it up here. It was written by a teenager with cancer.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

Heyloo everyone. You know what I was just thinking, there are loads of things that a girl dreams of. Some dreams are more realistic than others, and just sometimes you are plain lucky than another person, who it won't happen to. Well I've been around for 14 years now right?! so I've got to that stage where I realise that certains things aren't gonna happen, as they say: if not now, never! But its still nice to dream and picture your fantasies that you hope some day will come true. So heres my list of the things I would love (and just incase you were thinking there not all to do with guys).

I would love...

To be kissed in the rain : It's just a fantasy that I've seen on TV and its so beutiful and romantic to just forget the waters falling on and you're being soaked and the only thing that matters that you're with that special someone.

For that special someone to just hold me in his arms : Like a human teddy bear, its just so cute and sweet! All you can think about whos arms they are, and nothing else matters.

To wake up one day with someone special next to me : one word: PERFECTION even though it don't exist.

Don't be fooled

They're not all about guys

...

To press your belly button in and your stomach reduces : Well its so much easier than having to exercise your heart out, and to cut out all the comfort food. Being healthy is a lot harder than its looks.

For money to grow on trees : Well this is something that a lot of people want. Believe it or not money is a very precious object and is wasted everyday. And for most people it is hard to get there hands on. But having a tree that grows money would make life so much easier for all of us.

For education, GCSE'S and etc not to exist : Why do they have to be so important in deciding peoples futures. I mean a lot of people make a tonne of money which is usually wasted, and they are the thickest airheads you could ever know, they don't even know what education is.

Perfect hair : But I know thats never gonna happen either so I gotta keep wearing it out with my straightener.

Well I can't really think of anything else now but theres one quite that I just love, and is so very true:

"The best things are unseen. Thats why when we dream and when we kiss are eyes are closed."

Hey people. I haven't done this thing for quite a long time now so just thought I would lol. I am currently doing ......

Hey people. I ain't written here for ages now and the other day I was just thinking about stuff so I just wanna give up something to think about.

"Everthing you do might make you happy but someone else might get hurt"

What I mean by this is every time you decide to do something that will make you jappy, someone else is always gonna get hurt somehow. This comes in different forms. For example punching someone in the face might make you feel bigger but the other persons face is gonna hurt. If you get good grades at school, someone else is gonna be jealous. You get a new guy, but then the girl who is in love with him is gonna be heartbroken. Sometimes we think about our actions and think carefully about what we do to please others. Sometimes we don't as we don't know that everything we do is gonna hurt someone else one way or another. So from one point on view you can't go through life trying to please everyone else because its not possible, you are just wasting your time as its gonna hurt at least one person anyway, and no one can be perfect. On the other hand think about what you do before you do it before you hurt someone else or even yourself.

"Next time you cry, think about the people that won't cry, because its not gonna change anything"

Everyone gets upset at some point and its good to just let it out and cry but then just remember its not gonna change anything. So instead of sitting around all day, get on with your life! And you'll feel better. Do what you think is right whether its block out how your feeling and focus on the good points in your life or go and sort your problem out to make you feel better. Either way there are people in the world that have a so much more worse life than you do and you don't see them crying even their quality of life is so poor. They get on with their life because they know they can't do anything else. So next time you can't get those jeans, or the top you've always wanted just remeber some people hardly own any clothes at all.

"With every decision you make, big or small, there is an advantage, disadvantage and a consequence"

This is actually quite simple. You should already know this, and it kinda relates to the thing I said first. Making the decision will make you happy, but the disadvantage could be that either someone else gets hurt, something goes wrong or you get in trouble. And with that their is a consequence you have to pay. Say you sneak out and go to a party your gonna be happy because your having fun, but the disadvantage is that you might get into trouble with your parents and then the consequence is that you are gonna be punished. This reflects with your life so put it into practice. Next time you do something think about the advantage, disadvantage and the consequence.

"You never realise what you have until you lose it"

I' sure you all know what this means. In this world we take everything for granted, and I'm not just talking about material possesions. We have been blessed with so much, inclduing just being on this planet, but we still want more. So we don't get something we want we throw a tantrum, or get upset hoping this will get us what we want. But this doesn't achieve anything. If you want something you have to get it, yourself. By wanting more, and what you can't have, you only lose more. And so we ending up losing a lot. So even the little things, we don't realise how much they mean, until their gone and theres thing we can do about it. Theres a difference between wanting and needing something, and the truth is we could live without a lot of things but we choose not to. Be appreciative of what you do have, because you never know when its not gonna be there anymore.

"Being perfect is unperfect"

Hopefully most of you know this already. I think that this word shoudn't exist in the dictionairy because there isn't a time where it can ever be used. I mean when someone does something and the other person thinks its great, someone says "perfect!" The truth is its not perfect, because nothing is. And this refers back to what I've said above. With every decision you make, there is an advantage, disadvantage and a consequence. So the decision could be perfect but it is still unperfect. Everything you do might make you happy, but someone else will always get hurt. So your actions, for yourself may be perfect but they are also unperfect for another person. So becase of everything I've said above its shows that life isn't always gonna be great. There are gonna be down times because life isn't perfect. But in my eyes seeing as I can't use the word perfect to describe anything I'l use it now. Inperfections are my definition of perfect because nothing is perfect, and will never be, and expecting it to be is just impossible. We can't just stop making mistakes in our life, because then we wouldn't learn anything. So having the perfect life would be unperfect but making mistakes is inperfect but thats the only thing that will ever be perfect! 

If you think about this stuff you'll realise its all true anfd it applies to your life. Just remember not everyone has a chance, as much as you do so LIVE untll you die.

Hey people. OMG I swear I ain't written on here in bare time now. When was the ladst time? Anyway so much has happened in the at few weeks and much that I'd rather not talk about. I must be really busy. Anyway year 9 is nearly over. And then next year everythings gonna be soo different: are exams are gonna start and we're all gonna be in different classes. So not looking forward to that! Anyway carry on looking at my space and tell me what you think of it, and I appreciate all the comments that are coming in.

from anjeli xXx

Hey everyone, long time no blog, well I did post one last sunday but nothing since then lol. Anyway just thought I'd qucikly say hi and stuff init, I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow, and we have Sat's in just one week now and I know I havn't revised enough, but how much revision can one person do?! Anyway wish me luck with that coz I'm really gonna need it Oh yeah I have some exiciting news, well not very exciting but oh well .. I have every single song in all the music lists on here now

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Hey everyone. I just got back from the talim initiation weekend an hour ago, and omg I could write so much here but i aint gonna do that, just thought i'd write a quick blog coz i'm well tired. Anyway it was a weekend i'm never gonna forget, i guessed i learnt a bit and i had so much fun, we had bare jokes over there. OMG, we got soo muddy people, that was probably the worst part but apart from that i loved it! Also night time was the best, we were bitching, gossping and i think we were heard lol and singing, i don't think i got any sleep the first night, we kept getting told off for making too much noise hehe.. omg it was sick man but i guess all good things come to an end. It was better than any of the shibirs we've ever been to and I don't think I'll ever go to anything like it again! And I really thought I would be harder than an actual shibir but it wasn't, it was much better. Oh well ... gonna really miss it

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Hey everyone. Just thought I'd quickly wish you a happy easter because im not gonna be here on Sunday to say it. Yeah I have to go away for the weekend and I really don't want to its gonna be soo boring and I've only had one tiny Easter egg. I didn't get anymore chocolate eggs after that. And at this thing I'm going to we ain't gonna get any good food, im gonna be so hungry for the whole weekend.

Anyway hope everyone has a wicked easter!!!

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